life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Monday, July 16, 2012

Monumental Choice


I know I need to move forward.  I know that staying in the same comfortable space is not living it is merely existing.  When I made that monumental choice to live with this disease rather than exist with it, I really had no idea that it would be the beginning of so many new decisions, new lessons, and new friends.   I am fairly certain that I will continue to make bad decisions, miss the lessons I should learn,  and connect with old friends too.  I am glad I made that monumental choice!

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