life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Thursday, July 19, 2012

Maybe, there is no lesson...

People and events arrive in my life to teach. Sometimes I recognize the lessons right away, other times they are just not that obvious. Two have reemerged from my past, one’s lesson was immediate, the other, I still do not know.

I am beginning to wonder if the lesson is there, or am I too emotionally involved to see it.

Maybe things happen for no other reason than to enjoy life, enjoy the relationship and quit looking for a lesson.

Maybe I need to be patient and trust the lesson will reveal itself when the time is right.

Maybe, there is no lesson.

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