life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


Music is loading really slow lately...sorry...

Tuesday, May 21, 2013

I wonder...

I am eccentric, impractical, blunt and broken.

My days are often too dark, my nights too long.

I need attention, crave passion and long to be desired.

I trip over my own insecurities.

When words fail me and they often do, I communicate with images and music.

with all of my faults...

I wonder...

am I still worth loving?


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