Yea…you have read this before… the absolute worst part of
heart failure is the exhaustion, the frustration of not being able to do what I
used to do and I am not talking about aerobics!
Just normal life stuff!
What I am learning is the only person this truly bothers is
me. They are right…the world goes on. I am not sure if that is a comfort or
not. I would like to think I am extraordinarily
important and life as we all know it will come to a grinding halt if I am not
there. The reality is exactly the opposite. The world will go on, it has too.
So, if I do not finish until tomorrow or the next day or
even the next week, I just need to focus on finishing. But there are some things I just cannot
forget or let go of… there are some deadlines that are still incredibly important
to me! …and so the frustration continues, maybe this is just part of it. Just like a head cold has a runny nose, heart
failure is full of arrant frustration.
"You Had Time" Annie DiFranco
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