life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....

I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this raunchy disease. My words always help me understand that in this life there will be times that are crappy painful and unexpected but tucked in there are the amazingly wonderful, too. That is when I realized the only control I have over any of this is how I chose to experience them! I realized that I could understand, celebrate can survive even better when I could express these feelings with my own words of courage, humor, and grace. I am the Queen of my own life and the choice is mine!

I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to grieve my losses, to laugh long and hard, and to learn how to live a full magnificent life with heart failure.

I am honoring my creativity, and exploring all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say....."Don't talk like that!"


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Tuesday, May 17, 2016

Paradox

Predictable and reliable became synonymous in my mind and in my life and both of them were necessary to be successful.  I do not want to be predictable, but have strained to be just that.  In my art I was advised to stick with one style, in my life as a wife and parent the same advice was constantly given.  It was always difficult and uncomfortable, but like most of life, that is expected if you want to be a good person. It just cannot be that black or white.   I am a good person. I can be reliable and NOT predictable!
"Black or White" Micheal Jackson

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