life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings
Don't Talk Like That...
I write to find out what my heart thinks.... I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say "Don't talk like that!"
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Friday, December 26, 2014
Are You Watching Over Me?
For reasons that I do not understand....it is really hard today.
Letting go is much harder than I imagined.
Are you watching over me?
"Watching Over You" Ann Reed
Sending a silent "Thank you" to who ever is watching over you.