life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings
Don't Talk Like That...
I write to find out what my heart thinks.... I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say "Don't talk like that!"
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Saturday, November 8, 2014
ummmm....working on it.....stand by
I am still learning how to shut out all of those critics in my head! Always telling me...be ashamed, you are not good enough, who do you think you are, now what are you going to do?
Good thing my heart does not have ears, but oh man....my brain can get really loud!