life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Friday, November 21, 2014

Stronger than this...sometimes






And I have such a lovely assortment of monsters sleeping there! 
They are the most insidious of all monsters, not because of their real danger, but the danger they have made me believe in.
The fear they create keeps me small, overwhelmed, unable to decide what is good for me.

I am stronger than this...sometimes.


"Don't Give Up"  Herbie Hanncock, Pink, John Legend

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