Not giving up, I have too much more to do!
I have a purpose and I have so much more to
do. I can do this with strength, resolve
and love.
I can do this!
"I believe this is not the end of me,
this is the beginning!
I believe today it is ok to not be ok.
Hold on...hold on!"
I believe today it is ok to not be ok.
Hold on...hold on!"
My wonderful little young, female doctor that in one breath says she adores my attitude and wishes more of her patients were like me and then in the next breath tells me I am in denial, and I am not wrapping my head around the danger and the seriousness of this. I carefully try to explain that I unserstand the denial and I like it......work with me! And now I think she will! We have got some work to do, some ugly meds getting added to the mix, that if I am lucky will stave off an even uglier procedure. Things are changing, I am just not sure I was ready for it to begin happening, although I have had plenty of time to get ready for this! I got to get busy I am here for a reason and I have a lot more to do!
You are on my mind always, Cheryl. You will make lemonade, you will dance, you will show this "dis-ease" who is boss. You will make art of all of this.
ReplyDeleteHugs.