life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings
Don't Talk Like That...
I write to find out what my heart thinks.... I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say "Don't talk like that!"
Tuesday, December 31, 2013
2014...I Hope You Dance
Thinking about all that was done and left undone in 2013, wondering what is ahead for me in 2014. As much as we are all told that we can accomplish anything, the reality is that sometimes it is not all in our control. Regardless of how long and hard we try, sometimes it just will not happen.
The only thing I have total and complete control of....is how I feel.
That is what I will be focusing on this year. How do I want to feel?