I could be the only person to fail a medical test before I have it. I was
scheduled to have some cardiac tests by one doctor, but another doctor felt my
heart may not be strong enough for that(cardiac stress). They canceled
them….Wait…What? I am usually the one turning down repetitive tests
and exams that tell us the same thing over and over again. My
heart is broken; they cannot fix it. Why keep spending money and getting my
hopes up to find out “How broken is it now?”
I let my guard down and was excited about this earlier in the week. There was a possibility, they would show I could have new/different meds to increase my quality of life. Unfortunately, it feels like I missed that boat. I have been here before and for a really really long time…I know how this works. I should have known better. I get a little dose of hope and “this might help” thoughts and I am ready to go for it again. I should have known better.
(and just in case you missed it, I have not figured out how to
embed music on my posts, however, I have had 2 spectacular failures!)
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