life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Sunday, August 30, 2015

I am BACK, just not dancing yet......whew!

My heart has defined me for so long I am not sure what I should do now.  What do I do next?  Is this a magnificent new beginning or is it just another chapter in the end of the book.  The healing from this surgery is longer and harder than I could have ever imagined.  And the wait to find out if it is going to work drags on with no clues one way or the other.  

Back to the very beginning of this journey….one day at a time….still celebrating love...I will be dancing soon... regardless of what happens next....I have given it my best shot, given it all I have....Now I live, just live!

"Ooooo Child"  Beth Orton

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