life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Wednesday, June 12, 2013

90-year old slug


There is not one flipping minute of this past weekend I would trade for a million dollars.  I do not recall laughing as long and as loud as I did, but OMG the recovery has been brutal!  The last 3 days I have had the get-up-and-go of a 90-year-old slug and am desperately looking for something that resembles energy!    I have some body parts that are barking and other parts that are just plain DOA.   C’mon my awesome, phenomenal, kick-butt heart, catch up with me because I need to do a whole lot more of this!!

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