About the time that I think I am ready to begin moving into
a “new normal” waves of grief, guilt and just plain fear overtake me and I fall
apart all over again. It takes the
smallest unexpected thing to ignite the insecurity and grief. Yesterday a wonderful thoughtful picture sent
from an artist friend of Skip helping us sweep up the confetti after last years
Artist’s Way Celebration of Creativity.
It was the same exhibition I was going to last night and my first real
social outing. All of a sudden I was incapacitated and melted into an
emotional pitiful blob. I was determined
to be strong and push through…I did go, I just could not stay…I was overwhelmed
and afraid…I am just not ready. I am not
ready for a world that he is not in…I do not know how to do this…
"How Can You Mend a Broken Heart?" Al Green
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