I do not think there is anyone that has had a big ugly life change that has not looked around and said “what did I do wrong?” or “what did I do to deserve this?”. It is not fair…and if you believe in karma… well, there you go! I deserved this. Then there is a part of me that races back through my entire life to figure out what I did wrong. Every bad judgment, poor decision, mistake, blunder, miscalculation and/or misstep roars into my head screaming at my heart…” you did this and now you will pay for it”!
Sadly the one thing I have learned through this process is there is nothing I can do now …to undo what I have done. The only thing I get to do now is forgive myself and I do not think that will bring me much peace, but I will forgive myself anyway…..what else can I do?
"Same Mistake" James Blount