
I used to write almost daily. It was part of who I was. Looking back, I Suspect it became the best tool I had to cope. Cope with life, art, politics, things I loved and even things that drove me crazy. I had several huge life changes, including losing my husband and having to sell my house, neither were planned and I certainly was not prepared for them. I guess I had somewhat of a breakdown or I was just plain overmedicated. My family placed me in a memory care facility, and that was all about being like everyone else. Something I have never been good, but after several months, I was deemed worthy to be sent to "regular population". In this assisted living facility, it was the 3rd floor with my own one-bedroom apartment, with a person who makes sure I take all my meds on time. I tried desperately to participate and fit in but I was really bad at it and I was a miserable failure. It had been more than a year now and after so much effort I have adapted, but not their way...My Way... They all seem to be ok with it, and I am learning to become one of the community but I am still doing it my way. I hope to keep up my writing this time and continue some kind of life that includes my art and the old Cheryl. I will tell you more but I just felt like I needed to give this another try!
"Shame on You" Indigo Girls"
Well it seems like they have changed the way to add music to a post and I got to figure it out. That will take some and new unused brain cells. Stay tuned
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