It will soon be 1 year since I have been alone, and I still
want to have all of these new changes feel right and normal, but many do
not! I am still “carving out a new life
amid this weirdly devastated landscape” of widowhood, covid 19 and still
working through advancing heart failure.
I am making so many mistakes! New
life still brings some of the crap of the old life. However, the
overwhelming fear of the changes and reorganization of my hospice care has passed. I learned that I get to keep my primary nurse
ED, who I adore and is a true advocate for me as a person rather than a set of diagnoses
and symptoms and a new Doc that I met yesterday too, and I really like her…I am
feeling very lucky about this! So, if I
could add anything to Megan’s quote it would be that “little by little pain and
love and fear will find ways to coexist”.
"Nothing Stays the Same" Luke Singh
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