life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to grieve my losses, to laugh long and hard, and to learn how to live a full magnificent life with heart failure. I am honoring my creativity, and exploring all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say....."Don't talk like that!"


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Sunday, October 20, 2019

Life unfolding in words




Every night at 6 PM I make myself a drink, light the candle with 2 wicks and sit out on our porch, with the soft sound of the water trickling in the pond. I pretend you are still here with me.  I look over at your empty chair and remember all of our serious life-altering and silly conversations.  They were everything from politics, work, children, grandchildren, car repairs, budgets, vacations…our lives unfolded in words and love on this back porch.  Then I realize again, you are not here and the pain returns.



"Don't Let the Sun Catch You Crying" 
Gerry and the Pacemakers

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