The hard part…. realizing how much of my own strength and self-confidence came from his support. Not overt, soupy support but the quiet just get in there “you can do this” support. Or at times the raised eyebrow question…. REALLY? Just knowing that when I had spectacular failures….and fell flat on my face, you were still here supporting me. So yes, I am living 2 lives. Pretending I still have the strength, talent, and confidence I used to when in my heart I am still screaming in pain.
"When Angels Cry" Janis Ian
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