As much as I want things to stay the same, comfortable, and
what I know, they change and I have no choice but to move along with them. Changes used to be discussed, not always before they were made. Most changes were a deliberate act. Since August an ongoing series of changes
keep rolling over me. Some require my
input others are going to move on with or without my acceptance. Some are huge legal (well huge for me) others
are as silly as how do I shop for groceries for 1 person. But what I can tell you is that every
decision brings a certain amount of angst because, in the end, I have no one to celebrate
the successes or share my mistakes. That
is kind of what I am thinking as I unpack the Amazon blow-up Christmas outdoor snowman
to replace the 9 ft penguin that just crapped out.
And I wonder do I really need a giant blow-up snowman?
This time, "the same, the comfortable and what I know" overrules anything reasonable. And one big blow-up tacky, obnoxious, ridiculous and happy Christmas decoration is how it
has always been for over 20 years and I just cannot change that, not yet.
"The Same Mistakes" James Blunt
He is up!
There are no ice sickle lights along the roof because that is way outside my skill set at this point, but I do have just plain white lights on the rock border. So this year the snow is already on the ground rather than falling off of the roof. My grandsons were great at doing that! I cannot wait to see it when it gets dark!
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