Resonates with me...

In case you have been wondering...this is the person (Megan Devine) that has been so helpful in helping me with my own grief...She is not just a psychotherapist but also a sister widow of an unexpected and sudden death.  She seems to understand and have the ability to articulate this kind of loss in a way that resonates with me...more than anyone or anything else has.

'Get back to life.
Have you heard that phrase from people outside of your grief? Even people who truly love and care about you might be pushing you to get back out in to the world, live your life. They may even tell you you have so much to live for.

The thing is, the people who often say these things actually do have a life to go back to. They may be deeply impacted by the death of the one you love, but if their family is intact, if there is no gaping hole in their daily life, they just aren’t going to be affected the same way you are.

I don’t necessarily mean that you had to live with the person you’ve lost in order to be the most impacted by their death. Not at all.

What I mean is that, for many of us, the people we’ve lost were such an integral part of every single day, every single facet of our lives, there really is no “normal life” without them.

There is no part of our universe, our daily lived existence, that they didn’t touch.

There truly is no life to “get back to.”

Eventually, perhaps, new things will begin to grow around the crater that has erupted in the center of your life. The hole itself will remain. I don’t mean that as a downer, either. I mean that a central loss, a loss that shifts the axis of the universe, is not something that simply shrinks over time.

Getting back to life can't always happen inside grief. Instead, we can come to ourselves, to each other, with kindness and respect for what cannot be resumed.

We – you, me, all of us – will not return to the life that was. That’s simply not possible. What we can do is bow to the damaged parts, the holes blown in our lives. We can wonder what parts of ourselves survived the blast. We can come to ourselves, and our irrevocably changed worlds, with kindness and respect.'

~Megan Devine