I am eternally grateful to all that have offered their love,
sympathy, advice, and concern. But, I have felt like there must be something
horribly wrong with me that this incredible outpouring of love and support did
not help me get through the grief. The
guilt and the emotional self-flagellation began when I could not feel
better, I thought love could fix anything….everything!
It now occurs to me, that I have never been the regular one.
I have done in life all that was
expected of me, but it felt like it was more of a struggle for me than
most. My life stretched out, reveled in
the creative, admired the different, and
celebrated all that succeeded beyond normal.
I do truly appreciate all of the love I have received, but perhaps some
of this guilt is just I am not that tame!
"Unwritten" Natasha Beddingfield
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