The new year is here, and it feels like time is moving too
fast and too slow at the same time. Time
gets inside my grief and is unmeasurable. Now that it is a New Year I can no
longer say, he died this year. The year has passed, so I
should be “better” by now. (Although 1/5/2020 it will be 5 months) In many
many ways, I am learning and with each new realization of surviving and living
without him, even though it still hurts like hell, I feel myself become a
little stronger. I will be different and
still unsure how that will look, but maybe it is time that I begin to look
forward to the different and who I am becoming without him."Strength, Courage & Wisdom" India Arie
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