Everything is different now. The life I expected to unfold
disappeared: the good and the bad. Right now there's nothing
"ordinary" about my world inside or outside.
I concede that there is nothing I can do about the outside
world. I wear a mask and keep my social distance, that is about it right
now. So, I have turned a great deal of
my energy into controlling my inside world. Cleaning out and sorting through the storage
room, reorganizing, having my framing equipment and moulding, glass, etc. (vestiges
of who and what I was) hauled away. It
goes very slow because that is who and what I am now, but I am finding some contentment
in the organization. I am finding some
peace in the changes, and that, quite frankly is surprising even me!
"Waiting for the World to Change" John Mayer
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