Accepting the Pain...maybe...

Every 5^th of the month, his death anniversary, I gird my loins, adopt this philosophy and head into the day, determined to have a normal and relatively productive day!  And for the most part, I can do that, but there is always sometime during this day, usually in the quiet evenings, that my strength and resolve break down and I find myself in a sniveling hovel of human flesh. Yes, if I accept the pain it cannot hurt physically hurt me, most of the time….but then there are times it will still take my ass down to a raw emotional nub!


"If Only"  Dave Matthews Band