life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to grieve my losses, to laugh long and hard, and to learn how to live a full magnificent life with heart failure. I am honoring my creativity, and exploring all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say....."Don't talk like that!"


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Saturday, May 30, 2020

Trust the Timing...Not Yet!


Really?  Loosing a spouse regardless of timing is lousy!  More than lousy, worse than any of my worst dreams! I did not just loose the love of my life I immediately lost half of our income, half of my identity, half of my courage, 90% of my conversations and just about the time I think I have made a fair assessment of the losses and beginning plowing through the efforts to rebuild, another thing happens and a vile amount of vulnerability is exposed.  Trust the timing? NOT YET!


"No Such Thing"  John Mayer

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