One in and one out...The new fridge is in and humming, still peeling the plastic off of it and there is a ton of it...it will probably never be this shiny again! And scheduling is underway to turn off..the defibrillator…and for the record I do not think the SICD defib was ever shiny! But I confess that there was a great deal of emotional comfort knowing I had a “safety net” if something cardiac went sideways. So pretty soon I am going to be leaping without a net…and it's a little scary. My heart is getting too weak to be “jump started” any more…and that has been a real emotional but realistic blow…as noted below it is not a new development, we have talked about it…it is the intellectual, least painful, smart thing to do... I had no idea it would affect me so much or that I could be such a weenie! But, I sure do like my new fridge and I am a tough cookie... I can do this!
"I'm a Woman" Koko Taylor
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