Inner strength is one thing, and it is a great thing, but
there is another necessary part that really is best when mixed with it….and
that is the physical strength and ability to do what I want/need to do! I know most think I do a lot, but no one
really sees how much I sit in front of this computer or read or sit day
dreaming about art projects. Exhaustion is like a heavy black cape that just
covers me after the smallest activity.
Simple everyday life and house chores, which granted, I never enjoyed
doing now take so much longer and exhaust me I mean, really really wear me out. I am frustrated that I am working so hard to
find and hold on to my emotional inner strength while my physical strength is seems
to continue slipping away from me. I am afraid this is how this disease works…and I
HATE it! DAMN! ( or.... maybe it just the summer
heat!)
"More o' that" Eric Bibb
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