Some days are just really hard! The pain can be wicked but it is the
fucking fear that pushes it over the edge.
Fear has its own horrible voice, and it does not matter how “real” it is
when fear and pain wrap themselves in each other… they become overwhelming!
They tell me I can’t, it is too much, you are not strong enough, I am l not going
make it this time…but then my over analytical mind kicks in, saying this could
be nothing and I am acting like a hysterical fool. The terror, anxiety and panic of fear are making
everything…and I mean everything seem worse! How can I know what is real and
what is not?
"Undun" The Guess Who
Thank you for sharing this with me...I love you and a better person for knowing you. XOXO
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