Yesterday was a “come Jesus moment”…I have known, lived and
been party to the fact that heart failure is terminal, I even had what amounted
to a back room confession from a PA some time ago that my prognosis was about 6
years. Although I wanted to know how long, when I got it, it was like waving a red flag in front of a bull, I am going to beat this! Yesterday, 2 months short of my 6 years, and after a year of absolute
hellish surgeries and long miserable recoveries, they suspect something is
going bad...again.... and have scheduled ugly tests.
It was like I was socked in the gut….hard… Now all I need to figure out
why “I HAVE to” keep doing this.
"Connected" Eric Bibb
Just a side note….Religion, Church and/or Jesus have nothing to do with this, there is no magic… but my connections to the universe,
connections to life, love, friends, family, creativity and the mysteries of life and
death do. Those are my connections, those are my reasons, there is my why!
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