I had given up writing, although I tried not to, it just happened, I have no explanation. It just did not feel good, I found making stuff up because I thought that people expected of me. To be entertaining, stoic, strong, focused and the list goes on. Dealing with a huge loss where I lost half of my life, navigating my own health challenges, and then we have the ever-present covid. What if anything did I have uplifting to contribute to the world? I stopped.
Now perhaps I need to start addressing the issues out loud, from a perspective I do not understand. Tip going back to the emotion tools from Artists way, I need to look at my writing, not as a way to inform, entertain, share feelings and perhaps give up mild hints about how I am dealing with w chronic terminal disease. Luke Julia said, it broadcasts to the universe what I want, what I want to let go of, and to identify what I want, what is possible and a way to cast the negativity out of my life. I know things are changing, so will the blog.
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