yes…. it does make perfect sense….. for normal people but if you are a certified “control freak” THIS is a big ass deal! I am not sure exactly how I got this way. I think it may be a little DNA, it may be that for most of my life I felt like I have had no control or so little that it made no difference to anyone. As I found little bits and pieces of things I can control...I tend to REALLY take control of it…and I do enjoy it! I learned early on that creating my art was not much more than me taking control and I do mean total control. I decided what the image was and I could manipulate it with line and color and feeling at my own whim. What a wonderful way to cut my “control freak” teeth on! So for a while now…I have truly been out of control of my own life. This heart has taken over my life, I realized it has taken control over all of me. And now I feel like I have to fight my way back…the best way I know, the way that is comfortable for me, the way I have complete control of…through my art. Yes, I am letting go of what I can’t control but I am living fully now by taking a firm hold of what I can control….my art.
"Vincent" Don McLean
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