
There are all kinds of parts of me that I never really
allowed to emerge out of plain old garden variety fear.
Now…I really do have something to be afraid
of…everyone’s biggest fear! …death…
I am
finding that most of the time I am good with it, can even make jokes about it.
After all, it is not like any of us have a choice…we are all going to die at
some point.
And to be quite frank with
you, I do sometimes look forward to the time that I will not have to deal with
the exhaustion, frustration, and pain!
I
am way ahead of the game in that I pretty much know how and where, and being
the control freak I have always been…this is a good thing!
The rest of these parts of me that I am
exploring and exposing. Love….wild heart…feisty spirit…my curves (which have
taken on a whole new definition, with the introduction of massive amounts of
steroids)… and of course, pure chaos ( do have some experience with this one!) are just a few of the new and glorious parts
of my life!
Stand back!
"Take a Walk on the Wild Side" Lou Reed
3 things...fear has been my "boogey man" my whole life...
it was created by me and others opinions, never based in fact
I am still afraid, sometimes, but not like I used to be!
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