This is a serious love-hate relationship! Hate having to carry this thing around, Hate
having tubes poked up my nose, Hate that for the first time since I have had
heart failure that it is obvious ( I could pull off no one knowing before) and
just Hate that it is an open obvious reminder that this is beginning to go downhill,
and a constant reminder that this disease is marching on with or without my
consent. But I love that it gives me the
ability to keep going, and I can still participate (albeit from a rather
“edited” point of view). In the past few
weeks I have been able to deliver and participate in Nude Nite, went to St.
Pete to see the Frida Kahlo exhibit, delivered art to the Osceloa Art Center
for the “Creativa” Exhibit and screwed up my courage enough to continue
mentoring at the Leesburg Art Festival next weekend. I love it and I hate it! BUT…..I get to keep doing what I love!
"Save Myself" Ed Sheeran
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