Ok..Ok… I confess….I have not been to the gym since 2015….and
the cupcakes/no pants, last week! There
is a distinct possibility that my life is more out of balance than I originally
thought.
I have said it several times, in several different ways that
I truly do feel out of balance since the election and even more so since the
inauguration. I see some never take a stand,
perhaps out of political and/or social politeness. Maybe they do not know, or maybe they do not
care, or GOD forbid, maybe they agree with what is happening to us. And here is the scary thing…..maybe they think
the same thing about me. I know I have sat silent, biting my tongue, reigning
in my immediate responses or not responding at all to outrageous political misinformation
that is flung at me on a daily basis, for no other reason than to NOT have a
disagreement or suffer their wrath. I am
trying so hard to keep the peace with acquaintances, friends and family. Desperately hanging on to a positive attitude
and good relationships with others by a thread, I feel like I have sacrificed
my own peace and balance.
"Keep Breathing" Ingrid Michaelson
I so agree, Cheryl. I feel lost, hopeless and have no direction. My muse is sleeping, my creativity dormant and I am in a constant state of anxiety.
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