Another holiday without you, and the day before that horrific the day brings back happy memories and tears. I remember all of the 4th
of July days on the sailboat anchored in Lake Monroe, the water balloon fights
followed later by the kids squealing as the fireworks literally burst over our
heads.
As I move forward without you there are mixed emotions
between being proud of myself for existing and going on living and then terrible
guilt for simply going forward without you. I still do not know how to reconcile
these 2 feelings and I wonder if this will ever go away.
The love, the guilt, the happy memories, the profound loss
still, swirl around in my heart with
no obvious end in sight."Summer Song" Chad & Jeremy
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