Life, Love, Art, Heart Failure and Assorted Ramblings: Nude Nite 2013....I did it!

The Official F#ck it Bucket

#1 The TOP #1...was just upstaged by a new and ultimate #1 "Fuck it" Doctors...Tests....Doctors....Tests...Doctors offices....hospitals....make them all go away!!! PLEASE...and I did...I love hospice!

#2 (and the former #1) Whiners......ooooops, I may have just blown this one!

#3 Waiting Rooms...refer to #1

#4 Bible Thumpers and Evangelicals that bend their own rules to fit whatever circumstances fist their needs at the moment! "Religion is like a smile on a dog." ~Edie Brickell

#5 My physical body that will not do what I want it to do when I want it to do! This is way more than just tired it is like the energy vampires have attacked! Damn!

#6 Civic Ignorance and politics (read the constitution!) ...ELECTIONS.....grrrrrr!

#7 Unavoidable NAP attacks

#8 S-ICD implanted right under bra elastic....not gonna kill me but...it is like having that "hockey puck" smashed into my ribs all day it feels like I am wearing a rock in my bra...

yeee-ouch! This one might fall under the TMI rule...but I thought you should know.

#9 Learning how to forgive me...I am really bad at it! How do we learn how to metabolize hurt, grief and pain so that it becomes a good thing in our lives????

#10 Letting people in... I cannot afford any negative, yes I know I cannot avoid it completely, but I have learned that I can mitigate most of my pain by not letting it or people in.