Life, Love, Art, Heart Failure and Assorted Ramblings: Now

Thursday, October 6, 2011

Now.... it is time to let go of fear and embrace my strength!

The Official F#ck it Bucket

#1 The TOP #1...was just upstaged by a new and ultimate #1 "Fuck it" Doctors...Tests....Doctors....Tests...Doctors offices....hospitals....make them all go away!!! PLEASE...and I did...I love hospice!

#2 (and the former #1) Whiners......ooooops, I may have just blown this one!

#3 Waiting Rooms...refer to #1

#4 Bible Thumpers and Evangelicals that bend their own rules to fit whatever circumstances fist their needs at the moment! "Religion is like a smile on a dog." ~Edie Brickell

#5 My physical body that will not do what I want it to do when I want it to do! This is way more than just tired it is like the energy vampires have attacked! Damn!

#6 Civic Ignorance and politics (read the constitution!) ...ELECTIONS.....grrrrrr!

#7 Unavoidable NAP attacks

#8 S-ICD implanted right under bra elastic....not gonna kill me but...it is like having that "hockey puck" smashed into my ribs all day it feels like I am wearing a rock in my bra...

yeee-ouch! This one might fall under the TMI rule...but I thought you should know.

#9 Learning how to forgive me...I am really bad at it! How do we learn how to metabolize hurt, grief and pain so that it becomes a good thing in our lives????

#10 Letting people in... I cannot afford any negative, yes I know I cannot avoid it completely, but I have learned that I can mitigate most of my pain by not letting it or people in.

Life, Love, Art, Heart Failure and Assorted Ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

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Thursday, October 6, 2011

Now

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