Lately, I have been wondering how
much energy I spent making me and others think I was organized, in control and
quite structured. I think it was more of
an act than me. I held on to everything
mentally, emotionally and physically and some of that is not always a bad
thing! I spent so much energy hiding everything that I did not think
others would not like. For the most part, it worked!
One of the things I am learning, that Skip’s death is
teaching me, is how to let go, even when it is difficult, hurts, and the
absolute last thing I wanted to do. I am learning to let go of things that do
not serve me even when it is uncomfortable.
I am starving for simplicity and peace but accept there will always be
parts of life that are messy and will command my energy…it’s ok!
"Learning to Fly" Tom Petty
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