I miss you so much....

I wish there were words for how much my heart hurts.

I wish I had told you more how much I loved you.

I thought this pain would start going away, but I miss you more today than I thought possible, our Wednesdays, your fearlessness when you were so scared, white wines, your amazing stories, you gave me the visions of the art I love in Italy and New York, the marathon phone calls and having your arms around me.

Always my champion, how do I do this without you?

I just had no idea, how much I was going to miss you.

"You'll be in my Heart"  Phil Collins